for the least of these..

Thursday, 02 July 2009

  • thoughts

    friends will sometimes make fools of us.  the closer the friend, the bigger the fools we become.  everything gets magnified the deeper we go. 

    Joyce brought up something that stuck in my head.  the idea of lavishing love on others, not waiting till they're the way we think they ought to be before we decide to love them.  what could be harder than this?


    in the meantime, this is one of Matt Gilman's best songs.  i don't have the file, but you can listen to it here: http://www.imeem.com/people/RILPrv/music/IULiQHpX/matt-gilman-cory-asbury-closer/

    Closer

    There is a rainbow of mercy around You
    It's calling me closer, closer
    The blood of Your Son has made me a way
    A way to come closer, closer

    And for You delight in showing me mercy
    And You desire me to draw near
    And now You have caused me to come and approach You
    And I am blessed among men

    And now there is one thing I will desire
    And there is one thing I will seek
    That I may behold You in all of Your glory
    To gaze on the beauty of the King

    maranatha.

     

Wednesday, 01 July 2009

  • baby

    my sister had her baby today.  she went in last night on somewhat of an emergency check up and ended up going in for surgery in the middle of the night.  and by 4am, my niece was born!  there were a few complications after the birth, but she is now fine and so is my sister.

    praise God for life!

    maranatha.

     

Monday, 22 June 2009

  • hello sleep

    i was able to sleep for more than four hours for the first time in about two weeks.  i think it felt great.. woke up at 6.51am a bit dazed.

    but i can finally sit down and relax for a bit.  last week, after the retreat was over, i had to go through my summer class all week.  it was a great class and i enjoyed it.  i was just tired, but my prof completely understood and was a wonderful teacher.  i'm on my way to becoming an EFL teacher.. goodness.

    i've always avoided jobs like this ever since i was little, but i know that more than anything, teaching is a job that i'm headed for in missions, so no use now in hesitating and avoiding it.  might as well embrace it and go to the woodshed and work it all out.  one day, i'll be happy and thankful that i was able to do it.

    in about a month, i'll be back in Honduras again on my church mission trip.  we're still working on getting ready and prepared.  i'll keep my thoughts on this brief. 

    well, i have plenty of post course work to get on, so i hope you are all doing well.  rest of my plans: dinner with a friend and some phone calls.

    peace.

     

Monday, 15 June 2009

  • untitled

    i got home from the family retreat yesterday.  after wrapping things up at church, went to dinner with a couple of church people and came home.. tired.

    the second day of the retreat, i had the chance to canoe with little Marilyn, and after over half an hour of that, i played soccer with Janice for almost an hour.  and by the end of it all, my face was sun burned and my right foot and leg totally beat from kicking too much with bad tennies.  but.. i did have fun.  the retreat went well, no kids got lost or hurt.  i saw the beach, saw my old pastor.  but i have to admit, family retreats are never really for the church workers!  i just have to laugh and enjoy the ride.  but i drove back alone with a car full of church stuff, so i took the liberty of stopping by all the view points and taking in the ocean view. 

    i had an enormous migraine coming home and attempted to read the rest of my book before summer school began.  i actually feared that i wouldn't be able to wake up for my class this morning.. slept horribly in pain, missed my 6.00am alarm, but amazingly a phone call at 7.06am woke me up.  God is supremely kind!  i sprung up and readied myself as quickly as possible before leaving.. i was actually 10 minutes early to class.

    so i had my first taste of the TESOL program today.  it was long, but i learned quite a bit.  the work load is more than i had expected, but for 1410 dollars worth, i'll take it.  i'm already slated to teach a short lesson tomorrow.

    my phone happened to die two hours before i left for the retreat on Friday, so after being sad and upset, i got over it.  finally ordered a new phone a little while ago.  eh.

    well, i have homework.  i must go.

    peace everyone.

     

Tuesday, 09 June 2009

  • OST and things i ought to learn

    for some reason, i've become really enamored and taken by OST music.  original soundtrack that is..

    recently saw a drama series that had a soundtrack that matched impeccably with the plot, cinematography, etc.  it has to be the first time that i've been impressed with such a thing.  the instrumental tracks are always the most important because it frames the emotional content of a drama's key scenes.  and when the music triggers the emotion of a scene in the drama when someone hears it again.. success.  every once in a while, i'll loop an OST and keep it on for background music while i'm working.     

    and while doing some prep work for VBS, i realized that there are still some things that i would like to learn how to do well, such as sew.  i grew up watching my mom sew, stitch, and fix nearly everything, either by hand or with some kind of tool or machine.  i definitely think that she's the reason why i get restless when i can't use my hands in my work.  for the most part, i've gotten my fix by playing instruments, writing, baking/cooking, and doing art related work, but still i've never conquered two things: sewing and piano.  maybe i should leave such things alone and just face the fact that i can't learn to do everything that i would like to.. but how sad!  i've tried my hand at gardening.. and this i do enjoy a lot.  i actually am quite fond of gardening and growing plants.

    well, this is turning out to be somewhat of a useless post.  i apologize to the small handful of you who read this.  i always write better things for myself in my journal. 

    anyhow, i hope you are all doing well.  after the water incident, my phone is slowly dying, turning off on its own or when i close the phone too hard.. sad.  i've missed a few phone calls, and have accidently triggered my phone to turn off because i tried to open it.. by touching it of all things.. what a thought..

    peace.

     

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Sunday, 07 June 2009

  • sunday

    relationships and friendships are funny and interesting.  when people who are so different somehow come together in one place at one moment in time, both the good and the bad happen.  and while i'm the type of person who loves to live without conflict and confrontation, facing difficult relationships and committing to people despite the difficult times has its blessings.  i suppose you only grow relationally by going through some bad days.

    after a rough and tumble year and a half with my friend, we've been nursing one another back in a sense, healing one another as we heal ourselves.  it's a good place to be.

    in other news, i found out from my kids at church that Pluto is no longer a real planet, but a comet.  i vaguely remember hearing this a while back, but "mercury, venus, earth, mars, jupiter, saturn, uranus, neptune, pluto" is so overly embedded into my brain that i can't function any differently.  i can actually remember being on my elementary schoolbus and memorizing the nine planets.. the side of my head bumping against the window of the bus on a rainy day as i whispered it to myself.   it turns out they were lying to me all along..

    my oldest sister dropped my phone in a pot of water after church.. it was touch and go, but hopefully, it won't break on me.  after three years, i'd say i'm kind of attached to my flip phone.  and then went to Vancouver Hope Church's 1st year anniversary.. how great.  it was wonderful to see a church with such faithful and humble servants.  God will do great things through that church.

    maranatha.

     

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Friday, 05 June 2009

  • quiet

    there are days when you feel really irritated and upset within yourself about certain things, things that you might not even be able to pinpoint or put your finger on.  and when you get around other people, it just seems to make it worse.. and even though i don't like that feeling, it just fans the flames.  needless to say, i feel like that today. 

    i'm writing this so i don't make the mistake of taking out my irritation on the wrong people, if it's others at all..

    i just feel like brooding and quite frankly, would appreciate some time to be alone for once.  being an introvert, i desperately need some time away every now and then.  church life, though my favorite thing, denies this at every turn.  and i abhor the lack of privacy that i have nowadays.  i simply want some quiet time.  and if i've ever given you the cold shoulder, it's just a symptom of needing some alone time and space.  i tend to exert a lot of my energy nonverbally and so this is where you'll pick up on my mood.  i can feel the vein in the back of my head begin to throb.  and i have a keen sense that my horrible allergies are upping my level of aggravation.  sometimes, it's actually nice to be left alone.  no phone calls, no knocks on the door, no talking. 

    what's worse is having people catch on to your mood, only to purposely talk to you.  i would rather chew on nails at that moment.  and then there are those who innocently strike up a conversation with you, and actually, i enjoy these kinds of interactions while i'm in one of these moods. 

    who knows, but my mood has done a complete 180 since anything good yesterday.. and even earlier this afternoon. 

    if you happen to cross my way during this time, i apologize beforehand.

    peace.

     

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Sunday, 31 May 2009

  • ordination

    my church held an ordination service for eight couples - including those for deacons, deaconesses, and elders.  it was a successful and smooth service.  and i think a real encouragement to the whole congregation to see so many leaders appointed to serve the church body.  there is one deacon in particular who i respect a great deal, and as soon as the reception was over, he was back to taking out the garbage again.  real deacons should strike anyone by the kind of servant they prove themselves to be.  it was a real honor to see him be ordained today.  i was somewhere in the back translating through a microphone, but it was a neat moment to see our leaders appointed. 

    for some reason, it's the only ordination service that i remember since my dad's ordination as an elder.  i haven't been to many since but it's a striking image to see someone's ordination.. to see someone kneel as pastors lay their hands on them and pray over them to be empowered for ministry.  it's special.

    i don't necessarily agree with the way the nomination process is carried out, but the ordination service is done quite well in my opinion.

    well, it was another disgustingly hot day, but the evening is looking to be cool.   

    peace.

     

Tuesday, 26 May 2009

  • variations

    blogging is to writing what the digital camera is to photography.  anybody with sufficient access to it can attempt to do it.. which is to say that not everyone who does it does it well.  

    i can still remember when cameras were for people whose profession depended on it or for those who could afford a camera and film.  but after digital cameras became more affordable and they started popping up on cell phones, everyone could become a photographer in their own right.  and i started to see those typical cliche photo shots from this and that angle.  and the wretched self-shot.  it doesn't get any worse than that.  i've done it plenty of times myself with my friends, each time kind of dreading that fact that cameras weren't really made to be turned on the photographer.  a true photographer remains behind the lens for the most part.  i think most times that one should never really shift from that position.  sure, a nice family photo is required now and then.  if anyone has a right to have a photo, i suppose it's a photographer.  but most likely, a photographer is more interested in photos of one's family and friends than of oneself.  no photographer ever regrets having so few pictures of themself.   

    anyhow, blogging is much the same thing.  twitter is probably the worst variation that has come out of it all.  a mini-blog that has a 140 character limit?  is such a thing even meant to be seen as a form of communication?  it's more of a blab thrown out into the wind.  if letters and telephone calls aren't enough to satisfy people's need for communication, it just means that these avenues of communication aren't being utilized as much as they could be..  and that's why we have such random and many times shallow forms of communication. 

    i don't have much against blogging or digital photography.  a lot of good has come from it, and equally bad stuff, but that's expected, and besides.. people have the 'write' to express and communicated via these things.  creativity comes out of such things.. but i do have a problem with certain things simply because it's personally annoying, which is why i don't want to get involved.  it almost forces me to communicate with people the way i was meant to. 

    i had a dream last night where i was setting up my facebook account.  but in my dream, your account would only be created after you edited your profile and pushed a final button.  i hesitated to click on it and woke up before i had the time to do it.  so.. no thanks facebook.  and a definite no to twitter.  if somehow, i exhaust the use of my phone and email, i'll probably go back to snail mail.            

    ideally, all variations should be symptoms of the real thing, not the other way around, not cheap substitutes.  too many people settle for so little.  but if that isn't the case and it seems too much to ask, those who love to blog excessively should write a novel, become an author..  blogging should in the least lead to serious and thoughtful writing.. digital photography to tasteful and artistic images.. twittering to meaningful and genuine personal communication. 

    i know many people who have facebook who maintain genuine friendships, and that's the wonderful thing.. that people can remain sincere when such things are not.  but one has to be honest when one communicates.  i wish communicating these days wouldn't be so much about establishing one's self image, but perhaps about establishing someone else, acknowledging and affirming someone other than oneself.  wouldn't that be lovely.

    peace.

     

Monday, 18 May 2009

  • basil and Joshua Bell

    ever since one of my students gave me a little packet of zinnia seeds to plant and grow, i've fallen in love with gardening, if you can call planting seeds and watching them grow true gardening.  once they reached about 3 inches, i bought a bigger pot and replanted it and it's still alive and healthy!

    the other day i was buying some seeds for our teachers at church for Teacher's Sunday, when i saw the packets of basil seeds.  i grabbed two varieties of basil seeds and determined to sow them this week.  and so, as a new gardener, i'll try to plant them today, if i can manage to find the right pot with good drainage.  gardening is no joke.. even the directions on the back of the packets require some knowledge on part of the handler to be able to understand what they're telling you to do.. so i'm looking for some help.

    in other news, i went to see Joshua Bell last night with a good friend from church.  first time seeing him live.  she invited me to go and see him play Mendelssohn with the Oregon Symphony, so we had dinner at Dragon Fish and then walked to Schnizter.  the orchestra finished with an hour long piece by Anton Bruckner.  someone from church had wanted an autographed CD, so after it was all over, we stood in line to get an autograph and then took a picture with him.  and then he thanked us for coming out to see him.  by the time i got home, i was exhausted.  but the weather was beautiful all day, so it was a day to be thankful for.  

    a lot to be thankful for. 

    peace.

     

Thursday, 07 May 2009

  • end

    it's always nice to reach the end of the semester.  i wrapped up Tuesday evening.  i think this last semester was challenging in its own right.. i lost plenty of sleep as a result.  the combination of church and school makes life non-stop.  exhaustion is one of the first symptoms.  i'm sure many of you know what i'm talking about.

    minus food poisoning and threats of swine flu, finals week was actually fairly pleasant compared to the two weeks prior to it, when i almost lost all my info on my hard drive the day before my exegetical paper on Romans was due.. i spent a total of 5 hours looking for a solution online - which i eventually found with help from others.  praise God it is all over!

    i'm happy that summertime is rolling around.  VBS, Honduras, Family Retreat, Youth Retreat, Leadership Summit, EM Bible Study, EM Bar-B.. all good stuff.  i'm thankful to have such a wonderful church.  God is indeed good.

    peace.

     

Tuesday, 28 April 2009

  • wrapping up

    school is nearing the end.  i'm not graduating quite yet, but hey, i'm closer than i was before.  it's a good feeling.  perhaps now i can sleep.. at least more than i once did. 

    i start the MA in TESOL this June and then continue on in the fall while i'm finishing my MDiv, so i'm kind of excited for that, it being new and all. 

    read this somewhere: "ever had a really good cup of coffee, only to realize it was actually just a really good conversation?"

    okay, i'm tired and i'm not aiming for coherency, so.. goodnight.

    peace.

     

Tuesday, 07 April 2009

  • singer

    well, it's true, i love music.  i really do.  i also get into some artists or certain songs for long periods of time. 

    i started listening to Ray LaMontagne again for whatever reason.  and his music is really great.  he's one of those singers that you don't bother when they're doing their thing.. you just leave them alone and let them sing.  that's how good he is.

    but i can't get over how haunting his music is.. even the happy ones.  so i don't listen to him for very long because his music is so moody and eventually makes me feel a bit off.  he sings with a lot of emotion and has amazing talent, but he really is a wounded man.  he definitely needs some healing!

    just thought i'd let you know about him.

    peace.

     

Saturday, 04 April 2009

  • There's Something About That Name

    i'm sitting in the church office tonight listening to one of the most beautiful songs i've heard in a long time.  there's nothing like coming across a song like this during sermon prep.  praise God!  i was debating whether or not to go watch Marley and Me with the youth kids tonight for the lock-in, but i'd much rather be listening to this and thinking about Jesus.  please listen to this if you've never heard it.

    There's Something About That Name

    Jesus, Jesus, Jesus!
    There's just something about that Name
    Master, Savior, Jesus!
    Like the fragrance after the rain
    Jesus, Jesus, Jesus!
    Let all heaven and earth proclaim!
    Kings and kingdoms will all pass away
    But there's something about that Name!

     

    peace.

     

Saturday, 28 March 2009

  • song

    Remember

    I'll remember You
    I'll remember what You did
    Remembering the cross, remembering the price You paid
    I'll remember You

    For no one's ever loved me quite like You do
    No one's ever loved me quite like You
    Jesus, for Your glory, I will tell the story of the cross

    I will sing of You
    I will sing of what You did
    The stone has rolled away, nothing but an empty grave
    I will sing of You

    For no one's ever loved me quite like You do
    No one's ever loved me quite like You
    Jesus, for Your glory, I will tell the story of the cross

    Hallelujah, hallelujah, hallelujah for the cross

    And no one's ever loved me quite like You do
    No one's ever loved me quite like You
    Jesus, for Your glory, I will tell the story of the cross

    (find the song here: www.worshipcentral.org)

    maranatha.

     

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